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i want a boyfriend.
okay a valentine will do.
any takers?
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| sup dizzle |
[03 Jan 2004|12:15am] |
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HOT PINK IN ONE HOUR! yayay. we look fucking hot tonight. yeah.
i'll post pictures when i get home to prove it.
i love getting over things. makes everyone feel so much better.
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
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| oh hi. |
[05 Dec 2003|11:36pm] |
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Florida is the perfect state for you. I hope you
don't mind hurricanes all that much. But
really though, Florida is nice.
What State Is Perfect For You?
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so yeah. maybe i should just move to florida.
never been there but the pictures look nice.
sounds like a plan to me. let me know if you'd rather me stay here. i need reasons why.
i want to get my lip pierced.
think i should?
gnite-work all day tomorrow <3
ps-some people really suck.
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| seventy times seven |
[04 Dec 2003|04:06pm] |
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Back in school they never taught us
what we needed to know
Like how to deal with despair
or someone breakin your heart
Twelve years I've held it all together,
but a night like this is beggin to pull me apart.
I played it quiet left you deep in conversation
I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen
I remember I kept thinking
that I know you never would
And now I know I want to kill you
like only a best friend could
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to..
As if it happening wasn't enough
I gotta go and write a song
just to remind myself how bad it sucked.
Ignore the sun, covers over my head
Wrote a message on my pillow that says
"Jesse, stay asleep in bed"
Don't apologize - I hope you choke and die
Search your shelf for something which to hang yourself
They say you need to pray
if you want to go to heaven
But they don't tell you what to say
when your whole life has gone to Hell
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to..
So is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield
Is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
So let's end this call and end this conversation
And is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say "best friends" means friends forever
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[29 Nov 2003|02:40pm] |
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last night was up and down. went to the modified and had a lot of fun singing, dancing, and stealing cigarettes with jillian from anyone we could ;) when we got there i went to go pay, and realized i didnt have my 20$. sweet. and then, i lost my cell phone. after the show we all went over to curtis' appt and watched vanilla sky. mmm. beyond amazing movie. we went home after that and i found my money on my dresser, and my phone in my front yard in the rocks. who knows. so pretty okay night so far.
some other events happened last night too that we wont get into. but i will say this, i hate being lied to. ESPECIALLY when i ask you a question to your face and you look me in the eyes. ouch. seriously.
i had to leave my car outside last night bc the christmas tree is in the garage taking up some of my space. no big deal. but this morning i get a note from my mom not to drive my car bc my TIRES HAVE BEEN SLASHED. i can tell today will be amazing.,pfft.
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| short and sweet |
[25 Nov 2003|02:13am] |
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this weekend
got obliterated
got molested
got sick
i know you're jealous
happy birfday to jillian
i <3 yoobs
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[18 Nov 2003|07:29pm] |
ooo havent written in a while. things are going so good right now. i am on cloud 9 :) i got a job at ulta and i think it's going to rule all. andy's my friend again! he came over yesterday and we talked about a lot of stuff. that makes me so happy beyond belief. the other night, jillian, angela and i were telling eachother 3 things we like about eachother, and what they told me was amazing. i feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have friends such as them. wonderful girls i love you so much. angela told me last night when we were going to sleep that i was her ray of sunshine through all of the stuff that has been going on. makes me feel so good.
white tanks friday or saturday-be there or be square
love you
mwah
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| so what do you know? |
[18 Nov 2003|07:28pm] |
01-- When and how did we meet?
02-- What did you first notice about me?
03-- What do you like most about me?
04-- Are we friends?
05-- Have you ever seen me with my shirt off?
06-- Have you ever seen me cry?
07-- Describe me in four words?
08-- If we could spend a day together what would we do?
09-- Have we ever gotten in a fight?
10-- If you could give me a present what would it be?
11-- Would you hug me?
12-- What do you really think of me?
13-- Have we ever kissed?
14-- Has there ever been anything you wanted to tell me, but were scared to?
15-- Wanna make out?
16-- Name one thing you do not like about me:
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[14 Nov 2003|03:28pm] |
i got the job at ULTA!!! yayay
AND my cell phone is turned on again, so call me, mk?
mwah!
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[13 Nov 2003|03:53am] |
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wish me luck on my interview with ULTA.,.woo hoo!!!
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[11 Nov 2003|01:27pm] |
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last night angela and i decided, that today was going to be an amazing day no matter what. im sick of bad days. :) i hope everybody else has a good one too.
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[10 Nov 2003|04:51pm] |
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i just wish things would get better soon.
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[09 Nov 2003|03:36am] |
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okay night overall.
painted my nails black and white, they look awesome.
saw ELF, the greatest movie in the world.
helped a friend feel better.
played hide and seek in the dark at mikes.
was told i was pretty on a night where i didnt wear makeup, made my week, thanks.
still some crap going on, but a not too shabby night.
goodnight, love you! mwah
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| im the luckiest girl in the world |
[08 Nov 2003|02:26am] |
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smoked hookah tonight! well, until angela knocked it over. haha. the coals fell off and landed on me and lance, so i tried to get up, and sizzled my left hand right into 2 of them so now i have burns, ouch :( so we stuck around for a little while after that, then headed home to pick up my brother, then to jeramiah's. soooo yeah on the way back, i get pulled over AHHH supposedly i was going 95 in a 45.,ouch. it was me angela and jillian all in the car. when the cop came to the window he was like what's the hurry? of course. i told him that i had just burned my hand and was trying to get home, not realizing how fast i was going. so he talked to me about how i was putting others in danger, and that i could easily go to jail right then. PLUS i guess i was in a construction zone, so that is double the trouble. i didnt even KNOW we were in a construction zone. i was so scared i was shaking horribly. then he said, be more careful, have a safe trip home, and WALKED AWAY. i was going 50 over the speed limit and didnt even so much get a warning. wow. i am the luckiest girl in the world. but my hand still hurts.
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| you know who you are |
[07 Nov 2003|05:17pm] |
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I'll leave the lights down low
so she knows I mean business
And maybe we could talk this over
Cause I could be your best bet
Let alone your worst ex
And let alone your worst...
I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't stop this
anymore than you can
So honestly, how could you say those things
when you know they don't mean anything
And you know very well
that I can't keep my hands to myself
I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't stop this
anymore than you can
This is all wrong and it shows
There's certain things I promised not to let you know,
You've got this silly way
of keeping me on the edge of my seat
But you're only counting the clock against the train
And I'm miserable,
And you're just getting started
You've got me right where you want me
let's never talk about this again because...
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
Anyway... yeah
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[07 Nov 2003|02:13pm] |
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i <3 random acts of kindness. last night i got in my car to go to mesa and there was a note on my windshield. i noticed it when i was driving, so i tried to just turn on my windshield wiper and make it fly off, bc i thought it was just a flyer or something, but it wouldn't go. so i stuck my hand out the window and grabbed it. it was a note saying i had a flat tire. wow, thank you for that whoever gave it to me. could have been a problem later on in the night..
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[07 Nov 2003|01:05am] |
this is my first journal ever! jillian made an awesome set-up for me huh? okay so here goes.,
the past week has been insane. i have had more things go on in life this week than ever. jillian and angela got kicked out of their houses and angela moved in with me. yay! i have a sister now! :) my brother also moved back from ohio a couple days ago!!! i missed him a lot, he's so cool, and now we can all hang out. woop woop. and so the last few nights richie star has been in town to see jillian, and they stayed at my house for 2 nights.,so we had 5 kids here yayay we have lots of fun together. aside from all that though, i am really missing my best friend nikki lately. i need her here. she is supposed to come visit me for new years though, yayay i cant wait.,she rules. stuff hasnt been going well for either of us lately i guess.,i guess that it can only get better though, right? let's hope so.
but...
anybody who wants to meet us all up at king tut's friday night is more than welcome to, we will be there around 9 30, call my house or jillians cell if you need more information :)
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